Cerita kepada rakan

So this a story of someone, someone I know for ages and someone very close. She is a girl, a girl that living her life so free back then. Her life was so jovial, happy, playful till the day she met someone who she thinks going to change her life totally.

She been through a relationship that changed her life totally. 365 days, since the day 1 she kept all her doubt aside. With all the rumors came to her, all the words that pulling her down, strangers pushing her will, and the invisible effort she had to bear with. She did gave up many times, and she admitted that was her mistake. Giving up was not the mistake but the failure of giving up totally and she continuously gave chances to the man who is unsure about her in his life. 

So one day, sha made a decision. A huge decision.. which she thought going to be the best for them. She moved to place where her boyfriend stays but... the heart ache becoming worst. She was left alone and treated selfishly. All the efforts she made were bullshits and the man confessed that he only had a girlfriend in his life who is his ex. For the past 1 year she is so sure that she is only a replacement and rebound. But she gave up everything for the man, everything her heart, her soul and her life. She tried  too much just to make the man happy and she willingly to stay with the man that verbally said to her that she is not in his priority and commitment list. So what I know about this someone....

I really want to tell her that, please stop chasing the man. Please listen to friends' advises. Let go and let go. Dont live in your past because you are hurting yourself so bad. The man is living so well without you and If he loves you, there will be acceptance for what you are, like you accepted him that way he is. For my dear friends out there, please pray for my dearly someone.. so that she can see for a better future without him...

My dearly close friends, I think you know who is that someone :')

Did my last post trigger some anger? If yes, my provocation works.

To be questioned about my life principal it is unacceptable. You, with your way. Mine? Let it be. I own my life. Not you......

Living past

Boring ok jadi manusia yg living past, boring sgt.

Forgive me, because I tend to forgive you. Forgetting about it? No.

So you call yourself a punk?

Lately Malaysia encountering to many politic crisis. TOO many!

So I had this a sudden attack of comment from NOBODY, I dont know who he is. Like nobody je. I knew him like years so mcm tk heran pun sgt dgn dia, sbb ada benda2 lepas yg pernah terjadi. So he is judging my liberal opinion which I think it is right for me. So he was questioning my punk and hardcore ethic. 

Im asking you for real, banyak mana sgt kau adapt cara hidup punk dlm hidup kau? Ramai yang mulut-mulut banyak bunyi. OK you call yourself a punk.

1. Why are so dependent to the system then? Kenapa kerja dgn kerajaan? Mana punk kau. Come one lah, kau still nak duit. Kata punk, berhenti lah. Go against them, go against the system.

2. Aku pakai kereta, tp mana economic class ke kau? Kalau kau beli stuff pun beratus dan branded sana sini & you own your fucking vehicles, NON CONFORMITY, where the hell is that?

3. If you are so concern about the social injustice kenapa in early bila benda ni happening world wide kau tk pernah kisah? Jujur ckp dlm hati kau, benda ni jadi lama dkt dunia 3rd world country, have you ever care? have you ever contribute? Ada korang keluar beberapa ratus even sikit? Kau tk pernah kisah society kau kisah diri kau je kan. YES or NO.

3 questions, do answer each of it. If you can be liberal with any pieces of your mind, why cant I? NEVER ever admitted myself a PUNK/HARDCORE I dont make any self acknowledgement. NEVER. I dont have to AGREE with your whole bunch of ideology because I want to be accepted or to fit in.  Kau yang ckp banyak then attack personal question in the end, cermin diri kau dulu. Selama ni kau pernah respect org ke? Especially me, apa kau dah buat dulu dlm life kau? Hahhh.

Aku tk perlu nk bangga diri aku dgn posting mcm mcm dkt fb, at least aku belajar dunia ini dari org tua aku, dari life time experience aku travel, dgn sakit yg Tuhan bagi. Korang pernah rasa sakit dunia? Tk pernah kan? So much dependent dkt bf, friends, clan kau.

PS - Tell your friends yg ada same thoughts of mine to stop going to gigs or etc.