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What can I say? They light up my life. Thank you babies ♥

28.

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.

I won't give up on us
God knows I'm tough enough
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up


Lagu yang hari hari aku pasang since the first day aku duduk KL, aku rasa dah patut aku let go things slowly. Mungkin, some people born to be selfish. Kita boleh buang all the hatred and ignorance for love, tapi mungkin orang lain tidak. Let him/her be in his/her way. Mungkin apa yang org kisah hanya perasaan dia, bukan perasaan org lain. Jgn kita pertikaikan, sebab kita tak layak.........

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Benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci ...................


Sedih. Akhir kata.

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Ya Allah, satu demi satu yang datang. Aku diam, aku diam, aku diam. Tapi aku takut. Apa yang aku mampu aku cuma berdoa untuk yang terbaik. Terbaik utk semua & yang tersayang. Teruskan senyuman, demi masa

Godspeed all of us, Insyallah...

25.



Bye, gonna miss YOU much :">

24.


Everyday when I woke up, I always wish for a normal life without feeling any insecure and to be afraid. My life is normal? Yes it does look like one, but you have to be me to feel it. Living in this painful life (should I said that?) has thought me to be someone I am. All the processes I've been through, treatments, traumatize experiences and emotions fatigue made me what I am now.

I am no longer a person who loves to please everyone. I dont care if you hate me, because you are barely recognize by me. I am done helping others because I am too busy with my problems. I am tired to help others to construct theirs happiness because I am pursuing one too. If being sick is a sin, then why is the clock still ticking?




Dear you know who, there is no chance to meet you in Jannah. Impossible, since we are not related. But you will be always in my prayers and thoughts. Be safe & be happy.

23.


Life is tricky, sad and unpredictable. In every step we make to move forward there will consequences. So goodbye dear you know who. Im leaving everything behind and I promise you this.... I wont be around anymore. Take care.

22.

Hello there, I know I have been disappearing for ages. Life doesn't treat me well for the past few weeks. So here I am now, back to my life journal entry. February... nothing much *ok I lie* I have started the pre working thingy at an audit firm. Its been 2 days now. I loveeeee KL ! On the first month working I get lots of public hols :P so pls dont envy much on that. Still the workloads are driving me crazy!

Ohh before that, again this year I went back to Melaka for Chinese New Year visiting, as usual I gonna put some pictures here! It was a superb blast gathering & there were HONG POW receiving too!





So back to the main topic about the working thingy, it was exhausted and yet it is fun. Fun in term of living all alone and doing things according to my needs & wants. Everything is looking pretty well for now..... Ohh by the way. If there anyone. I meannnn friends, you are passing by KLCC for lunch or shops do buzz me ok? I am like 10minutes away from KLCC. My office is located somewhere in the Megan Avenue's Tower. So yeah that it ! Love to be back. More to come soon. Insyallah !



This is a view from my office's window. Up aboveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

21.


It is New Year guys ! As usual, I have no new resolution or what ever kan, sbb yg lama lama pun tk tercapai. Cuma apa yg aku nk real bad, to be a better person. It is already the time for me to grow up. I am 23 siott. Yes 23. 23! But anyway, still I have wishes to my love ones.


To my #family, I love you mami & Abah the most. Seriously. I love you guys so bad. Where would I be without you guys? Abg Kakak yg supportive most of the time and please more duit raya because this year would be my last year receiving duit raya. Insyallah ♥



To my #gff of course si Fatin, si Aini, Si Izzati, Si Haifa, Si Syafinaz & Si Nabilah Im wishing u guys all the best in what ever you do. Especially si Fatin the babe yg berjaya dalam kisah percintaan dia. Hew hew. I miss u girl. Wait for meeee, will be there end of this month. Izzati, Syafinaz & Haifa, girls that accompany me to do all these crazieh work & lastly Nabilah the girl who I say is a psycho yet sweet.


Last but not least, to all my friends, silent reader and to my enemies. Im wishing you guys all the very best. Leave the past behind okay? Come we goooo to start anew! Ohhh.. its new year, yang hutang hutang tu tk terasa nk byr ke? Hutang tahun baru tuuu. Hew hew.

Much Love,
Zaharah Husin


PS - #gff tk dan nk upload. Pew jgn mareee ♥

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Sedih :'( nak kata apa lagi. Im sad & Im tired. Itu sahaja yang boleh saya ckp sekarang. SOBS*