Cerita Hati

Today is the 11th Ramadhan if I am not mistaken. 11 days with an average celebration towards food festive, hardly go to Bazaar or lepak lepak. Mami cooks simple food for breaking fast & sometimes Abah buys some Malay cakes as dessert. For me? You know the drill, Im baking yoooo and ______ (read jadi badak sumbu) Praise to Allah for the pleasant he gave, I feel blessed, contented, full with the content of this Ramadhan. I might not be the best Muslim worshiping him. But I know and I am sure he is all I have in my heart. 

So Ramadhan.......

1. It teaches you to be patient than usual, no cursing, no swearing & no bad mouthing about others. It kinda gives me the spark because most of the time I curse. Not really in a mean way (org Melaka should understand this) somewhere if you are not aware for who I am and where I am from. People gonna get touchy with it. So who is reading this I am sorry, this should not be an excuse. I will change this is my promise. Insyallah

2. To realise the lack of others and be modest. To live in this world we as a human should stop comparing ourselves to someone above us. How can we possible compare a pumpkin and an apple? It would be unfair. Make it as inspiration not comparison, so that it wont swallow you. Look the person beneath you, be grateful and be modest. Without me telling you this, you know there are people out there barely had meal during Ramadhan

3. Its a new start for everyone. Even a non muslim can try fasting, scientifically its good for our body. Cleansing mode! As for the Muslim, me.... it is a holy month for worshiping the one and only Allah. It comes with comfort, modesty, love where you can see all the brothers and sisters gather to do prayers and on this month we can see the unfortunates are given space to enjoy and to be cherished. Even when you are not capable in contributing money/food, by smiling its already consider as charity (sedekah) so smile. Spread the love and do deeds in many ways!

4. To understand deeper, whats in you. I would love to call Ramadhan as a month of purifying. I am a lazy ass, I barely recite. Its a shame, I know. But on Ramadhan, where I think culture actually affects or can I call this as a trend, Muslim gonna post lots of worshiping pictures in the IG, facebook, twitter and etc. These things actually triggers you! Its like "eh pasaipa aku tk buat gini" "eh org baca quran why dont I do this" When triggers it is something comes from your heart right? Back to back in the end of the is only between you and god. No one can judge that

Sebenarnya apa aku nk tulis adalah. Mungkin ada di luar sana kwn kwn kita tk sembahyang/ignorant or mungkin aku. Aku pun bkn bgs, but we as friends should keep on supporting each other. Asyik nk sarcastic pun tk boleh juga. Nk beribadat pun nk perli perli org ke? Janganlah bagi ayat:

"Aku dah ingatkan, dosa kau sendirilah mau pkiaq, dh besaq, agama cetek lagi ka"

"Kubur masing masing, ikutlah"

Sekadar mana kita tahu penerimaan kita dgn Tuhan sampai kita nk kata org mcm tu? Dont look it to one specific religion, look it as a whole where it represents lots of religion. So in whatever situation pun we should be supporting instead of bashing kan? I am not goody goody pun. You can comment it on my way wearing hijab but AT LEAST I try (Im making myself an example because this is my blog, tkkan nk petik nama org lain). Dont push them down when they are trying. Get itttt?

Part kubur masing masing, kalau kubur aku sebelah kau mcm mana? Berdentum sekali! Jadi jagalah mulut kita bab bab agama. Its a sensitive issue. Kalau nk tegur, tegurlah baik baik kalau tknk baik dont say it at all. I had a very rough past and I believe we all do. To change it is not something can be done in a day or weeks but it takes the whole guts of your life to do so. So please kwn kwn out there stop screwing up! 

Dont treat people different because they are different and you are superior & you think you are a wise man. Its unfair! SALAM RAMADHAN xx

Hello life!

By the time I got the time to write, my head goes empty. I cant think of any what to write.

So I hope it is not too late for me wishing Happy Ramadhan to all, semua semua umat Islam & Malaysia. By far, I have nothing to post because through out the road trip I did not snap any picture. So the blog going to be a lame and wordy and boring. So what happened between these 2 months, after the election, the graduation, the work, the resignation, the interview & lastly the DIY project.

Skip the election part, obviously during that time so many people were spreading lies, pointing, arguing and sorry to be said that, some took that extremely and it managed to break a friendship. Congratulations! So lets jump to the Graduation part. So I graduated. Yay for me! YAYYY. Ok semua ini poyo. The graduation day was actually nothing for me, except for my parents. They were beyond excited for occasion (I dont know why, they went to gazillion graduations already since I am the last 1 out of 6) But one thing that made my graduation worth priceless was, when all friends gathered to accept the wrongdoings we did back then. It made my day just to hug them, talked and even laughed. 5 years and a half, it wasnt that bad. It took like 5 minutes to confess and the next minute you were at the spot when you and your friends used to be. Seriously I miss studying already. Actually I miss them, not the studying thingy. Obviously lah kan....

Course mates, Flowers & Bear, Syuddy and I

Indeed, I love red <3>

Two days after the graduation if I am not mistaken, I was offered to work as an Administrative cum accountant position somewhere in Damansara Perdana (Curve/Ikea yeah somewhere there) I accepted the job offer, ........................... the job was okay. But in the end of the day I found no satisfaction factor and I decided to quit. Yeah just like that. Life aku ni tkder complicated mana when come to decision making. Cuma complicated bila duit habis! Hahaha. So come one take things easy, tk suka berhenti. Rezeki ada dekat mana mana shj. So there you go, the work and resignation part. EASYYY yah.

So after the resignation I went for a jalan jalan plan. No where far, still in Malaysia due to the money limitation.................................... So where did I go.... I went to Temerloh pahang for Marjinal in action and Ikan Paten masak Tempoyak. Ohhhh. By that I should be thanking Lan again and again for the hospitality (giving us) the place to stay overnight. So again I have no pictures of the event since I was too scared to be squeezed again. It wasnt about me, but the camera. A broken lens will cost my soul ;/ After all the HUHA HUHA moment, back to Kedah. Lepak baling... for nothing and then here I am now in Jitra. Yes! So the road trip ended pretty well & fun

Rotgut in action (did I spell it right? XD)

I decided to stick with my old plan. Bakery and stuff, while waiting for the 5th Interview of THAT COMPANY. No lie, no joke I feel tortured to wait the uncertainty. So while torturing myself, why not I do some baking and make money. So here I am now in Jitra, doing back my DIY stuff. Made an official page already named Sugar Sinner. The logo idea is from me XD but the design made by Omegadigi Photomixer they offer design, pictures, fantasize package for wedding, event and etc. Had my logo printed at iAprint do check them too. So the DIY project of Sugar Sinner begins! Thats all from me, the caca merba is everywhere but who cares kan. Hiks

facebook.com/sugarsinner

Harini tulis happy esok tulis me. It is so ME! Oh btw boleh click nama page tu utk visit page mereka!