Cerita Hati

Today is the 11th Ramadhan if I am not mistaken. 11 days with an average celebration towards food festive, hardly go to Bazaar or lepak lepak. Mami cooks simple food for breaking fast & sometimes Abah buys some Malay cakes as dessert. For me? You know the drill, Im baking yoooo and ______ (read jadi badak sumbu) Praise to Allah for the pleasant he gave, I feel blessed, contented, full with the content of this Ramadhan. I might not be the best Muslim worshiping him. But I know and I am sure he is all I have in my heart

So Ramadhan.......
1. It teaches you to be patient than usual, no cursing, no swearing & no bad mouthing about others. It kinda gives me the spark because most of the time I curse. Not really in a mean way (org Melaka should understand this) somewhere if you are not aware for who I am and where I am from. People gonna get touchy with it. So who is reading this I am sorry, this should not be an excuse. I will change this is my promise. Insyallah

2. To realise the lack of others and be modest. To live in this world we as a human should stop comparing ourselves to someone above us. How can we possible compare a pumpkin and an apple? It would be unfair. Make it as inspiration not comparison, so that it wont swallow you. Look the person beneath you, be grateful and be modest. Without me telling you this, you know there are people out there barely had meal during Ramadhan

3. Its a new start for everyone. Even a non muslim can try fasting, scientifically its good for our body. Cleansing mode! As for the Muslim, me.... it is a holy month for worshiping the one and only Allah. It comes with comfort, modesty, love where you can see all the brothers and sisters gather to do prayers and on this month we can see the unfortunates are given space to enjoy and to be cherished. Even when you are not capable in contributing money/food, by smiling its already consider as charity (sedekah) so smile. Spread the love and do deeds in many ways!

4. To understand deeper, whats in you. I would love to call Ramadhan as a month of purifying. I am a lazy ass, I barely recite. Its a shame, I know. But on Ramadhan, where I think culture actually affects or can I call this as a trend, Muslim gonna post lots of worshiping pictures in the IG, facebook, twitter and etc. These things actually triggers you! Its like "eh pasaipa aku tk buat gini" "eh org baca quran why dont I do this" When triggers it is something comes from your heart right? Back to back in the end of the is only between you and god. No one can judge that

Sebenarnya apa aku nk tulis adalah. Mungkin ada di luar sana kwn kwn kita tk sembahyang/ignorant or mungkin aku. Aku pun bkn bgs, but we as friends should keep on supporting each other. Asyik nk sarcastic pun tk boleh juga. Nk beribadat pun nk perli perli org ke? Janganlah bagi ayat:

"Aku dah ingatkan, dosa kau sendirilah mau pkiaq, dh besaq, agama cetek lagi ka"

"Kubur masing masing, ikutlah"

Sekadar mana kita tahu penerimaan kita dgn Tuhan sampai kita nk kata org mcm tu? Dont look it to one specific religion, look it as a whole where it represents lots of religion. So in whatever situation pun we should be supporting instead of bashing kan? I am not goody goody pun. You can comment it on my way wearing hijab but AT LEAST I try (Im making myself an example because this is my blog, tkkan nk petik nama org lain). Dont push them down when they are trying. Get itttt?

Part kubur masing masing, kalau kubur aku sebelah kau mcm mana? Berdentum sekali! Jadi jagalah mulut kita bab bab agama. Its a sensitive issue. Kalau nk tegur, tegurlah baik baik kalau tknk baik dont say it at all. I had a very rough past and I believe we all do. To change it is not something can be done in a day or weeks but it takes the whole guts of your life to do so. So please kwn kwn out there stop screwing up! 

Dont treat people different because they are different and you are superior & you think you are a wise man. Its unfair! SALAM RAMADHAN xx